Why don't you think of him as the one who is coming, who has been
approaching from all eternity, the one who will someday arrive, the
ultimate fruit of a tree whose leaves we are? What keeps you from
projecting his birth into the ages that are coming into existence, and
living your life as a painful and lovely day in the history of a great
pregnancy? Don't you see how everything that happens is again and again a
beginning, and couldn't it be His beginning, since, in itself, starting
is always so beautiful? If he is the most perfect one, must not what is
less perfect precede him, so that he can choose himself out of fullness
and superabundance? Must he not be the last one, so that he can include
everything in himself, and what meaning would we have if he whom we are
longing for has already existed?
As bees gather honey, so we
collect what is sweetest out of all things and build Him. Even with the
trivial, with the insignificant (as long as it is done out of love) we begin,
with work and with the repose that comes afterward, with a silence or with a
small solitary joy, with everything that we do alone, without anyone to join or
help us, we start Him whom we will not live to see…
…And be glad and confident.
(Rilke to Kappus, 1903)
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